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Only adding things I liked on here, would be too many to count if I actually added everything.

4 stars are games I like/adore, 4.5-5 are big personal favorites that I absolutely love. Don't mind the 0.5 ratings, they're mostly inside jokes with my friends.
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Participated in the 2022 Game of the Year Event

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Favorite Games

Ace Combat Zero: The Belkan War
Ace Combat Zero: The Belkan War
The Ultimate Doom
The Ultimate Doom
God Hand
God Hand
Max Payne
Max Payne
Moon: Remix RPG Adventure
Moon: Remix RPG Adventure

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Backpacker: The Lost Florence Gold Mine
Backpacker: The Lost Florence Gold Mine

Apr 24

Close Combat: A Bridge Too Far
Close Combat: A Bridge Too Far

Mar 28

Interstate '76
Interstate '76

Mar 03

Call of Duty
Call of Duty

Mar 02

Confidential Mission
Confidential Mission

Feb 16

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A real fascinating throwback to the survival horror of yore, intertwining a melange of modern influences à la Evangelion, Ghost in the Shell, Silent Hill, lo-poly PS1 aesthetic that's sure to win the hearts of the public, and the regurgitation of even greater 'highbrow' aspirations like David Lynch, Germanic Academic Art painters and canonical classical literature, if not a bethy of classical music for yours truly.

But where then, do these quotations and references and influences ever really go? SIGNALIS is impressive from the offset but slowly but surely finds itself at a standstill, its aspirations as the "classic survival horror" experience plays out all the classic tropes and set-pieces; yet never seemingly, out of want and do, to exceed its aspirations. Even its systems and mechanics seem rotely stuck to the same hide and seek combat inventory management of an PS1 RE1 but stubbornly so, much less any of the modern REs, or even a Silent Hill. Perhaps modern horror is just as rote, if not worse in its cliches, but does one have to pretend that hiding from monsters to preserve ammo and resources is any different than hiding from monsters to simply survive?

It then has to rely on its narrative, trapped in a shell of seemingly impressive influences and quotations, bringing out across a story of the eternal recurrence, touching upon ideas of self-hatred, the spotty nature of memories, and the identities we trap ourselves in. Yet for all of that does it seem incapable of having some kind of human touch to ground it all; sure, it's impressive to bring about the rhythmic experimentation of Hideaki Anno's direction and edits into a video game, playing around with cutscenes, perspective, and space, but rarely does an effect become more and more stifling as it keeps coming and going, if not slightly detached from its ongoings. For every in-game note that spouts exposition, there might be a note that says something about life on the ship, the society they live, and the memories they leave behind, but none properly feel the weight of its own world as a whole, nor have some kind of rabid and salacious curiosity in its own aesthetics of blood, guts, and death to seek its own thrills in its aesthetic and atmosphere. The result feels a game that is rather overburdened with its own form, to better convey the emotions or thrills that it strains forward to do; the whiff of Schubert and Moonlight Sonata playing here and there only serves a lingering reminder, the act itself ever so elaborated and put-upon.

If this is the best modern horror can do, then maybe we are fated to that eternal recurrence that Elster and co find themselves in, yearning for something that truly crawls under our skins. But hey, are you really willing to go through this once more? You've seen what happens.

With people rightfully slamming the game for its egregious balance and mechanical issues and also rightfully praising the game for its strengths in aesthetics and ambition, Tekken 4 has slowly claimed its status as a black sheep and a cult classic over the years, seating itself as an example of the industry's peak development and experimentation in 3D.

For fighting games, this meant an awareness of a real z-axis, real dimensional depth that allowed for greater movement and possibilities in developing a space. While Tekken and other 3D fighting games (Virtua Fighter, DOA, etc) of its ilk had understood this to a technical and mechanical degree, what did that meant for aesthetic and narrative design?

Tekken 4 feels like a strange glimpse at a hypothetical timeline where Tekken had finally achieved a cohesion in aesthetic design work that breathed a coherent worldview, tone, and sensibility that feels fully formed. Obviously this isn't a novel concept to fighting games to begin with, where aesthetics are judge, jury, and executioner, but how many of them can achieve this level of primal emotionalism and immediacy in its tone and atmosphere, not much less of its characters?

On a merely impressionistic level, Tekken 4's foreboding gloom, laden with cold tones and rather muted, garish lighting and palette, facsimiles of now real mundane places turning into grand fighting stages with deliberate changes in elevation and interior and exterior design that feels lived-in and tangible in its usage of 3D space, a droning techno and drum and bass electronica soundtrack matching its 2000s zeitgeist, mechanical changes meant that now on a basic and primal level, Tekken's fights felt like brawls rather than a structured match, an insistence on pokes and free movement and repositioning meant kill or be killed. Some say this meant Tekken had only pivoted to being "realistic", but perhaps it's better to see it as an evolution to a heightened, stylized reality, where the acknowledgement of a wider world finally becomes the grand stage for Tekken's theatrics on power and balance.

One could mince that for all these achievements, it still means nothing on the notion of actual gameplay, where Tekken 4 is nothing but a noble failure of broken infinites, uneven balance in elevation in terrain, uneven consistency in collisions in walls and obstacles (the pillars!), the list goes on.

Obviously fighting games should be appreciated on a purely mechanical and systematic level, where competitive play really matters. But where does one go if that all fails? Are they doomed to a 9 to 5 loop of combo grinding, frame data, numpad notations, match up learning, and tier lists, mumbling underneath about "yomi" and "unsafe on block"? Maybe that's just how it is. Can you blame them?

Unwieldy, genuinely frustrating and sometimes aimless without abandon, this is still one of the most ambitious and freshest takes on the Souls formula with a clear focus on the idea and allure of limitless power and strength, and how that colors over its world and its characters, but even through the player themselves, seeking through many of its vast amount spells and equipment, growing in immense might by the end. It's truly a genuine journey in a way perhaps most open world games lack, a true adventure in the player's own making.