this is a mess of a story and a frankly grueling experience, but somehow i can't help but love it. it's got soul. on a literal level i do not understand it, and i probably never will. but taking the story as a whole, its intent, its emotions and its ideas shine through, and they stuck with me personally. there's something good there if you give it a chance. very worthwhile if you're ready to think and willing to push all the way through