In an age before the internet became commonplace, I didn't have as much to entertain myself within the multiple childhood bedrooms I had. A small hand-me-down television of dubious quality eventually made it's way into my possession, albeit with no cable or antenna. Three things kept me company during those rainy lonesome weekends: toys, old video game consoles, and the trio of pencils, crayons, and discarded notebook paper.

I never liked having my room overtaken by the sound of silence, so I would often keep my fan on during even the cold winter nights. The constant noise of the fan wasn't really sufficient when I wasn't actively trying to sleep, so often I would rely on the only thing my television could produce besides static white noise, the music of my video games. This music was something that could either be easily conjured up by the sound test within the options menu, something that I could only hear in-gameplay, or if I'm lucky pausing wouldn't quiet the music. It's the reason a child would do such things like constantly replay a game to the point of being able to no-hit run it, play a racing game to drive on the same tracks over and over, or destroy countless soldiers on the battlefield for an entire evening. It was all due to the cool music.

Sonic 3 and all of it's versions didn't have a sound test, at least as far as I could see. It was quite a bother, because Sonic 2 had this. Why didn't 3 have it? I love the music so much. It wasn't until I came across the miracle of gaming magazines such as Tips and Tricks, Expert Gamer, and the like that suddenly my games would find a new lease on life, and Sonic 3 would perhaps get the most mileage out of it. Go to the vines in the first level, hit left x3, right x3, and up x3. Easy enough to remember. Sure, I get a stage select, but the sound test without any strings attached was what I truly wanted. I didn't need to constantly fight Mecha Sonic as Knuckles to hear the final boss music, even if I did find him super cool. I drew him so much...

Even when I eventually did get cable in my room, there were only like four channels I'd bother watching, and unfortunately I broke my sleep curfew a lot and stayed up like many a kid would, and advertisements would eventually start being shown instead of cartoons, pro wrestling, or stand up comedy. I'd spread my blanket across the floor of my room in front of my TV to either play something or just put music on from something I liked, then I'd draw, play my game boy, arrange my massive stash of Yu-Gi-Oh cards, etc. Was I a weird kid for sometimes enjoying the company of bleeps and bloops or some insane synth-rock music I heard in a fighting game about the anime I would catch after school every day? Maybe so, but music is music regardless of it's origin. For myself, that music represents memories of the journey I have taken through every console's library. Some are just more special than the rest...

I grow older, and I go through changes for better or worse. I live, I learn. Yet, here I am typing up this pointless nostalgia piece to the very music that inspired me to create decades prior, with the sound of the CRT speakers being replaced by some HyperX headphones, and my notebook paper replaced by a digital interface.

Some things never change.

Reviewed on Mar 12, 2024


4 Comments


1 month ago

This one resonates because I had pretty much the exact same experience, minus getting cable (games had subsumed television for me) and, sure enough, my favourite track was the final boss music.

Good review, comrade.

1 month ago

@MiraMiraOTW The final boss music is like this sudden slow intimidating crawl of music that signifies that you fucked up, which turns into a quick auditory sprint of a clash ensuing, then at one point there's a part that sounds like the two of you come to blows and the melody gets more heroic to give you a confidence boost that this is a fight you can absolutely win. It mesmerized me and I only started liking it more after I got headphones and could hear the bass in the background better.

Thank you for the kind words, I was kinda worried this would come off cringeworthy especially with my terrible speed sketching. When you play something you had played so much in your childhood, it's kinda hard to escape those memories, lol.

1 month ago

While I didn't listen to VGM to go to sleep to as a kid (for some reason? That seems like something I would have done), I also needed noise to fall asleep to or comfort me when I couldn't as I was quite the insomniac as a kid. I was always too scared to leave my room, though, as I thought for sure a ghost would come out at me, so I just sat in my bedroom and watched Disney Channel. Hannah Montana and reruns of The Little Mermaid and Lilo & Stitch series would soothe me at midnight till I could eventually drift off. I hold a similar kind of nostalgia for all those shows that would play at night (Good Luck Charlie remains one of my favorite shows lol).

1 month ago

@electrode I didn't super watch disney channel back then, but nickelodeon turned into basically an old sitcom channel after about like 9 pm, so I just remember Brady Bunch coming on and me instantly turning on my SNES or something. I am fully thankful we eventually got Cartoon Network so I could at least have Hanna Barbara cartoons and later overnight anime and constant Futurama reruns to have on.