I enjoyed this game a lot as a teenager. I hated it in my 20s. I feel extremely middling about it in my 30s. The music holds a special place in my heart and there are things about the story that are branded into my brain like a horrible curse. Things that I remembered being torturous a decade ago turned out to be barely mild challenges now. In some ways, that made the game more disappointing than if it had been unmitigated garbage. It still broke in the ways I remembered, but that didn't even have the same infuriating charm to it that I felt so long ago.