You know when you're at a family dinner and that one uncle you don't like much but aren't sure why starts to tell a story and you know it's gonna go on for a bit too long and that the punchline is gonna be taken straight out of a 90s lad mag and by the time he eventually gets there all of your younger cousins are visibly cringing and you STILL laugh for some reason, against your will, forever a pariah to the cool youngsters, and end up feeling a bit conflicted and at odds with yourself? Anyway what was the question?