this might be unfortunately the best game I've ever played which makes me uncomfortable because it might only just get this good and only go downhill from here. I don't want to beat it. I don't want to see how it ends. I don't want to accept that it won't be fresh to me like it was on the day I first played it. I don't want that to be taken away from me because games like this only come around maybe every 10 years or so, and that means there won't be many for me to enjoy.