This review contains spoilers
TW Rape, Sexual Abuse, Self harm, & Suicide mention
Trauma is so accurately captured in this story... I was kinda blown away.
Towa is the perfect example of how sexual trauma deeply affects individuals, leading them to endanger themselves, self harm, act seemingly apathetic and instinctually push others away. Trauma is UGLY and Towa possesses all of its horrific aspects. He has little to no regard of his own well being. At the beginning of the game, he literally states he doesn't care if he is beaten or raped. He doesn't know how to live without pain, like he's dependent on it (which is also evident in his euphoric episodes).
It all comes crashing down when Towa finally remembers his past. He spirals. Desperate to escape from his own mind and reality, he attempts suicide. He can no longer hide or run from the memories that he was suppressing. It's heartbreaking... but so unnervingly real. The story really resonated with me.
While the game does romanticize some sexual abuse and rape (most BL do), it's a beautiful story of how a damaged individual processes and begins to recover from trauma. Great visuals, great music and cast, an absolute wonderful experience.
Trauma is so accurately captured in this story... I was kinda blown away.
Towa is the perfect example of how sexual trauma deeply affects individuals, leading them to endanger themselves, self harm, act seemingly apathetic and instinctually push others away. Trauma is UGLY and Towa possesses all of its horrific aspects. He has little to no regard of his own well being. At the beginning of the game, he literally states he doesn't care if he is beaten or raped. He doesn't know how to live without pain, like he's dependent on it (which is also evident in his euphoric episodes).
It all comes crashing down when Towa finally remembers his past. He spirals. Desperate to escape from his own mind and reality, he attempts suicide. He can no longer hide or run from the memories that he was suppressing. It's heartbreaking... but so unnervingly real. The story really resonated with me.
While the game does romanticize some sexual abuse and rape (most BL do), it's a beautiful story of how a damaged individual processes and begins to recover from trauma. Great visuals, great music and cast, an absolute wonderful experience.
towa rolls the worst blunt
asked to leave shinkomi
asked to leave shinkomi
finally finished slow damage! took me a while to get into it esp since i finished lamento recently, but here we are, it's a very good game. continuing on i will write all my thoughts about this game and its routes so whoever wants to discuss more can freely comment their opinion, i would really love that! anyways.
slow damage looks gorgeous! every n+c game has amazing visuals that fit the overall theme of its games and slow damage is surely one of them, the art, atmosphere and soundtrack all compliment the dark and twisted nature of the protagonists mind and it truly is a breath of fresh air having a 'darker' mc unlike the mcs of the previous entries who are either demure or chipper.
in this game we follow towa who lives pretty self-destructively, reveling in his own pain and madness and living from today to tomorrow. with every route we play we get a fragment of his past or a glimpse of his personality outside his masochistic auteur facade.
as for the routes; i will be frank and say that fujieda's route is the absolute peak of this game, the route that made me obsessively sit in front of the computer and click click click until i finally put the pieces together and see them two live their lives unapologetically and happily.
the other route i also enjoyed very much was rei's. rei is such a good and lovable character, i just wanted to hug him and pat him on his head. also i loved his friend group so much, just a really fun route that also deals with his complex issues, don't want to spoil it much but all in all fujieda and rei are definitely the routes i enjoyed the most.
as for madarame and taku. honestly idk which route i enjoyed LESS. maybe madarame's lol. i know we all love and respect toxic yaoi, i do too, but i kinda feel that madarame had only that going on for him. i can see the appeal but honestly the execution could be better. he was too one dimensional for me to like him and tbh after playing rei's route, going for madarame just hurt and left a bad taste in my mouth. something didn't click for me and i say this as someone whose fave in tnc was shiki lol...
taku was just... boring LOL i really love the older man yaoi route but taku was not interesting enough. his bad end was interesting gonna admit but otherwise kinda stale....
yeah those are my thoughts! fujieda ryou lover forever peace x <3
slow damage looks gorgeous! every n+c game has amazing visuals that fit the overall theme of its games and slow damage is surely one of them, the art, atmosphere and soundtrack all compliment the dark and twisted nature of the protagonists mind and it truly is a breath of fresh air having a 'darker' mc unlike the mcs of the previous entries who are either demure or chipper.
in this game we follow towa who lives pretty self-destructively, reveling in his own pain and madness and living from today to tomorrow. with every route we play we get a fragment of his past or a glimpse of his personality outside his masochistic auteur facade.
as for the routes; i will be frank and say that fujieda's route is the absolute peak of this game, the route that made me obsessively sit in front of the computer and click click click until i finally put the pieces together and see them two live their lives unapologetically and happily.
the other route i also enjoyed very much was rei's. rei is such a good and lovable character, i just wanted to hug him and pat him on his head. also i loved his friend group so much, just a really fun route that also deals with his complex issues, don't want to spoil it much but all in all fujieda and rei are definitely the routes i enjoyed the most.
as for madarame and taku. honestly idk which route i enjoyed LESS. maybe madarame's lol. i know we all love and respect toxic yaoi, i do too, but i kinda feel that madarame had only that going on for him. i can see the appeal but honestly the execution could be better. he was too one dimensional for me to like him and tbh after playing rei's route, going for madarame just hurt and left a bad taste in my mouth. something didn't click for me and i say this as someone whose fave in tnc was shiki lol...
taku was just... boring LOL i really love the older man yaoi route but taku was not interesting enough. his bad end was interesting gonna admit but otherwise kinda stale....
yeah those are my thoughts! fujieda ryou lover forever peace x <3
The most big and interactive modern BL game. Gorgeous art. Overall great narrative though there's some ups and downs here and there.