This might be one of the hardest games I've ever played. I also wanted to cry every time I just wanted to walk across the map and was stopped by deathclaws, 10 wild dogs, or Enclave patrols and was subsequently snuffed out (or just annoyed relentlessly while trying to walk off screen to get back to the map) before getting a chance to save in the middle of the wasteland. Even with all of the annoyances and challenges, this game will go down in my memory as a fantastic experience.