kazooiee
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Does the Devil know what it’s like to feel the pain and suffering of the mortal coil? To bleed the same way as us? To suffer the anguish of existence? Does he sleep and have the same nightmares as us? Can he still be the Devil if he doesn’t know these things at all?
Townscaper
2020
13/11/23
I don't think I can explain exactly what happened to me today without essentially doxxing myself, but a person who's been obsessed with me for a while (and now hates my guts) acted horrifically towards me so I ended up having a panic attack + having to reschedule my plans. While hiding from him I ended up (in true townscaper guy fashion) playing townscaper on my phone during said panic attack and it really really helped get me back to baseline. I struggled a lot after what happened today because my ex was the only person who knew the complete depth of the situation and therefore the only person I could talk to without having to explain literally everything beforehand. the townscaping was really good though. i tried to build a massive "tree" and even though it didn't go very well trying to make a big tree out of little houses in a mobile game is a very good distraction. I promised myself I wouldn't rate my diary entry reviews and inflate the positive review count like it's a certain blue hedgehog but I think today it warrants one.
I don't think I can explain exactly what happened to me today without essentially doxxing myself, but a person who's been obsessed with me for a while (and now hates my guts) acted horrifically towards me so I ended up having a panic attack + having to reschedule my plans. While hiding from him I ended up (in true townscaper guy fashion) playing townscaper on my phone during said panic attack and it really really helped get me back to baseline. I struggled a lot after what happened today because my ex was the only person who knew the complete depth of the situation and therefore the only person I could talk to without having to explain literally everything beforehand. the townscaping was really good though. i tried to build a massive "tree" and even though it didn't go very well trying to make a big tree out of little houses in a mobile game is a very good distraction. I promised myself I wouldn't rate my diary entry reviews and inflate the positive review count like it's a certain blue hedgehog but I think today it warrants one.