a guide on steam said "if you want this game to be hard, be paranoid. otherwise, this game is easy" and unfortunately, i am so paranoid that i could only play one night at a time bc my fear would get the better of me.

i have watched multiple playthroughs of all the games. i know how it works and how to win, and i know exactly what to expect, so why the fuckkkkkk does seeing bonnie in the doorway scare the absolute shit out of me? why am i shaking so badly that i can't click the lights on and off?
i love how scared i am of something i am so familiar with, and it's honestly incredible that practically 10 years later i am still jumpscared by things i know are coming.