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The non-binary urge to climb Mt. Ebott and never return

This review contains spoilers

I'll start this review by saying I don't really care for fangames normally. For the most part they're pretty mediocre to straight up terrible. But every few years there comes out one that transcends the term and sort of becomes an unofficial part of the franchise to the community, Pokemon Uranium, AM2R, and now Undertale Yellow. And I'm shocked that fucking UNDERTALE is one of the games that had one of these, the same fandom that has like 20 different Sans OCs and 3 different takes on edgy Papyrus. I wasn't going to check it out, but I had nothing better going on and heard the game was pretty short so I said fuck it. And I learned that Yellow really understands what makes Undertale special and really does it's best to emulate and enhance on the original experience.

Like everyone I did Pacifist first, The game starts as I saw the froggit and Toriel and rolled by eyes. But a minute in and I realize this is the exact reaction the game WANTS me to have as it snatches that blanket of nostalgia away. And for the most part this game is VERY restrained in terms of using characters from the OG game and I respect the hell out of it for that. Aside from Flowey who I think is utilized differently enough to be justified as a major character, especially when if you really think about it, he's barley in the original game. But the rest get a scene at best like Asgore while others like Papyrus and surprisingly Sans aren't even mentioned at all.

The new characters that do replace them like Ceroba, Martlet, and Starlo are fun in their own right, I don't think they're AS memorable as the OG cast but they're well developed and work well within the game's setting. I will say some of them felt like they really didn't get enough screentime, especially poor Dalv who after the ruins shows up in the epilogue and that's it.

The gameplay is a pretty contentious topic in the community from what I've seen but I'm ngl I think the difficulty is overblown. It's harder than OG Undertale overall for sure but, and I say this who hasn't played a single Undertale fangame before this, my only interactions with this gameplay systems were the games made by Toby, it's really not that bad. Pacifist Ceroba's not that bad if you're decently prepared which is easy to do since you can backtrack almost anywhere in pacifist. And the game gives you checkpoints after every phase. A majority of the genocide fights were about on par with undyne the undying which i think is fair. Martlet is the only one I'd consider bullshit hard, not refreshing your items between phases is brutal especially since you can't save after phase 1 so if you fuck up you have to start all over. However this was before the patch, post patch I honestly think she's fairly easy compared to Sans, being able to heal phase 2 makes a massive difference and I was able to beat her in 50 minutes.

The writing is on point, they feel very Undertale. Stuff like Flowey getting mad at you for not saving, or Toriel actually coming to save you if you wait long enough are such nice little touches. On top of stuff like the secret froggit fight, the pole man sidequest, etc, I think this game touches on the little things so well. The serious moments also hit, giving proper tone and set ups to a lot of the tragedy especially in pacifist and the extensions on the lore, and the way it connects with canon are fun. I get they don't make wholly sense but I think the changes that are made are for the better, like yeah Clover doesn't really meet Toriel despite her saying that she saw all the humans leave her safety, but we really didn't need a reenactment of the ruins from the base game.

Finally I really like the whole theming of JUSTICE in this game, from Pacifist ending either in Clover giving their soul in a bid of self sacrifice for the justice of monsterkind, to alt pacifist where Clover views their killing Ceroba as just due to it being a mercy kill and respecting her wishes. To Genocide where Clover goes on the killing spree for the justice of the 5 dead kids, it's a really nice way of differentiating it thematically from the base game despite it's similarities.

The soundtrack is also really solid, it's not as good as the base game, but it's toby fucking fox, they were never gonna top it. But what is here is pretty awesome, from the cool remixes like the enemy theme and snowdin, to the new areas like steamworks, to the bloodpumping battle themes like pacifist ceroba and genocide martlet. This game has a ton to offer in terms of music.

Overall I'd suggest any Undertale fan old or new play this game. It's an increadibly fun experience and more importantly, in a world where Undertale is the punchline to a lot of jokes because of it's reputation, Yellow made me look back on the game in it's hayday and reminded me why I loved it in the first place.


Hyper Light Drifter is a metaphor. It is also a supremely playable action adventure. It is not both equally - the expression of its theme comes first. Hyper Light Drifter is a rumination on how one chooses to dedicate their life towards causes that better the world while cognizant of their own looming mortality. Any evaluation of the game as an action adventure only makes sense within this context.

Hyper Light Drifter was lightyears ahead of its discourse. Pre-release interviews asked the developer about its combat systems. Comparisons were made to 2D Zelda games. Players complained about the lack of text or dialog. I myself bounced off this game when I tried playing it closer to release. Now that I’ve played a few art house indie games (and Bloodborne), I realize Hyper Light Drifter is the kind of game others (like GRIS) market themselves as and fail to be - that Hyper Light Drifter is about something, down to its very bones.

Everything in this game world is built around the insurmountable presence of death. Corpses of giants litter and create the landscape. Plants have retaken machines of war. People hunt each other for cruel and petty gains in a small and crumbling world, survivors and drifters nursing wounds and grudges. Hyper Light Drifter is deft enough to understand death is made real by the lamenting survivors and the anticipatory fear of the doomed. Context is everything, and context is the throughline of how the Drifter is crafted.

In a game without words or dialog, every movement of the player character becomes scrutinized in the search for their soul. He can dash, but he cannot run. He can slash wildly, but only thrice. Between delays in the Drifter’s combat animations and the way he reluctantly arises from a moment of quiet, his demeanor is solidified as deliberate, capable, and tired.

The Drifter routinely coughs up blood, politely dampening the sound even when alone. He winces to hold his breath before injecting a healing tonic. The Drifter will not draw his sword in front of civilians, but will play soccer with children. He’ll toss coins to the downtrodden. The only people who will talk to him, (or is it more accurate to say, who he chooses to talk to?), have experienced significant loss. By implication, these conversations lead to imaginings of how the Drifter is able to empathize with these people, and why he is on his journey.

All the while, Anubis quietly, radiantly beckons to the ruins of the underworld.

I can understand the impulse to say that Hyper Light Drifter does not have a story, but I would posit it is more accurate to say it does not have a plot. The Drifter is dying. He has a goal he must accomplish before this happens. Along the way, there are people who do not ask for help, but on whose behalf he takes vengeance. As players, we cannot choose any other path for the Drifter to take, but the gameplay reinforces the feeling of this world demanding hard choices.

Every facet of the game’s combat forces the player to make interesting choices. All upgrades require the same difficult-to-obtain trinkets. These trinkets are just obtainable enough to afford a single purchase at a time, and just rare enough to forever second-guess which purchase is right. The health bar has an unchanging five segments, and many common enemies can deal two marks per hit. Health items must be scavenged, the Drifter unable to hold enough to ever feel safe. After taking three damage, a conundrum arises. Do you risk taking one more hit to get the most out of your tonics? Or heal early to be safe, and possibly regret needing it later?

Boss fights are challenging. Their healthpools are massive, and the Drifter is frail. Victory requires perseverance and precision, using the Drifter’s limited tools in the face of much more elaborate and devastating abilities. Together, these elements create miniature dead-ends that emerge from player choices. Perhaps you arrived at a grueling combat encounter with minimal health and tonics - do you teleport yourself away to regroup and fight your way back, or rise to the occasion to avoid the risk of returning in worse condition?

Continually forced to make difficult choices with incomplete information and an uncertain future necessitates an adoption of a certain philosophy. These circumstances cannot last. You will find more trinkets; no purchase is worthless. You cannot win without conserving your first aid kits, as you cannot move forward continually assuming the worst. You cannot fear death, (or the permanence of your choices), forever if you want to accomplish your goals. You are forced to believe in your own improvement and ability. The Drifter will try again as often as you need him to.

Because the Drifter follows Anubis willingly.

I was profoundly touched by the ending. Lore-wise, I had no idea what was happening. But the emotions were earned and real. Of what it's like to fight your own body and lose. The gravitas every decision accrues when there won’t be time for another. The dignity that comes from living with a chronic illness, after pain has long since lost its novelty and yielded to the pure focus required for the smallest of tasks. The ending did what all good endings should do - punctuate the purpose of the whole experience in reverberating clarity.

The context of the ending crystalizes what kind of man the Drifter always was. Why a frail man fought monsters and murderers so much stronger than himself. It could never be for his own gain, for there is no cure for death. There is only the creation of meaning through a life lived deliberately, by creating a better world he will never see. All conveyed so subtly I can forgive anyone for missing it.

Hyper Light Drifter is one of the few games where I role-played my actions to routinely let the player character rest. There is no benefit to doing so. But his journey is hard.

Echo

2015

Echo is so dark, so poignant, so emotionally enthralling and draining that a casual recommendation feels like reckless endangerment. I have no idea how anyone is “supposed” to react to this story. I don’t know that I want anyone to experience some of what it has to offer. I investigated Echo on a lark, then lost a week of my waking hours playing it. Echo is so profound and fresh and real that it changed my perspective on the nature of games, and where good games can come from. I respect it so much to say I love it feels wrong.

I’ll start by saying this is the first visual novel to demonstrate to me why “visual novel” is a legitimate gaming genre. I’ve played some Phoenix Wright games, and they’re great! They have a lot of reading, but also enough interactivity with that reading to feel like games. However, that interactivity is merely elongation of a linear narrative. The distance between when the player understands how to solve a puzzle vs when the game will allow the player to solve it can be agonizing. The similar Danganronpa series is filled with blatant insecurity regarding the fun of advancing a linear narrative, to the point of introducing a hoverboard minigame for answering a basic multiple choice question.

But surprise, those are both series closer to classic point and click adventure games than visual novels. They certainly have enough text to fill a novel or more, but so does every modern Animal Crossing and Fire Emblem. I thought about this while playing a SRPG with fully voiced story segments that can last hours between its levels of gameplay. It is considered a visual novel due to the sheer volume of its story segments, but the story is not the gameplay. The two are separate and distinct such that you could have a complete experience by skipping either. Echo feels like a visual novel because it makes reading the game mechanic.

Echo makes “reading” feel like a gameplay verb by carefully focusing its narrative, game structure, and writing style on the feeling of experiencing a mystery. Not the lock-and-key puzzle of solving a mystery, like a Phoenix Wright murder trial; the aura of mystery that emanates from existential horror.

You play as a college student visiting your middle-of-nowhere small town over Spring Break, reuniting with five childhood friends after three years apart. You choose early on with which of the five friends you want to spend the week, a choice that dictates which of five stories you experience. As the week progresses, things take a turn for the spooky and the supernatural. Alone, each of Echo’s five routes are engaging, but their mysteries are not self-contained. Clues, context, and answers are sprinkled throughout every route, and all five are necessary for the full Echo experience.

It may sound simple on paper, but the craft is in the execution. The text of Echo would not work as a traditional novel separate from the trappings of being a game. Prose is expertly honed to the medium of its text box size. Descriptions are condensed so every idea is introduced, transitioned, or concluded one screen at time. Visual indications of who’s talking, who’s listening, who’s left the scene cut the need of so much “he said”-type structural grammar. Background images communicate changes in scenery, and the music punctuates changes in tone. The experience of reading is focused on the characters and their reactions at all times.

Interactivity arises from how much the game expects you to pay attention. It does not describe to you why a character acts a certain way. It expects you to infer the cast’s emotions based on your knowledge of what they should know and how they think. Functionally, this writing style allows the game to remain cryptic about context you would only glean from other routes. You are constantly evaluating whether your gaps in understanding are from not paying attention as a reader, or from context found in a different route. Although distended by hours, this task of continual inference arises from choices the player made. As such, gaps in your understanding feel like consequences of your actions as a player.

Echo offers few choices that matter, but their presence is always below the surface. New revelations make your mind wander to choices you’ve made in the past and anticipate choices you might have to make in the future. Continually feeling the friction of your player action’s consequences motivates you to keep reading. Wanting to alleviate that friction creates anticipation for which route you want to tackle next. This tension, of recontextualizing what you have done, what you have read, and why you want to read more in the future, is what elevates Echo as a visual novel. Echo justifies and excels within its classification as a game - it could not have existed in another medium.

Narrative tension can only exist when you’re invested in the characters, and I have to exclaim that the character writing is meticulous. Every character has a place and a history that exists separate from their plot relevance. Some routes will see you spend hours with characters that are only name-dropped or absent from others. I have met approximations of many of these people in real life with more specificity than an archetype. The naive young Christian man who gasps at swears, takes an hour in the shower, and makes a face when too much mayonnaise gets on his chicken sandwich. The witty girl with a bad home life who majored in psychology and can’t stop herself from correcting and analyzing every person and situation to hide from her own emotional reality. The writing is magnanimous enough to find the human dignity in meth addicts and honest enough to find the cruelty that blooms in the most vulnerable of friendships. Sometimes funny, often tragic, the character interactions alone were engaging enough for me to extend what was planned to be a cursory investigation into a complete route play-through.

The first route I finished truly shocked me. I was incoherent for hours afterwards trying to process it. Its multiple twists within its devastating climax retroactively reverberated through every assumption I had made about what kind of game I was playing, and how the game was presenting itself. Echo had weaponized my prejudices and assumptions as an outsider, (that I was playing some sort of cringey gay furry dating simulator), against me so subtly, so flawlessly, that I had been lead to focus on the wrong details about the player character and his relationships. Events and details I had passed off as perhaps careless usage of unfamiliar tropes were, in fact, completely accounted for by the narrative. The game knew exactly the moral weight and repercussions of the player character’s thoughts and actions, and I felt the fool for assuming they were handled lightly.

I do not fault myself for having low expectations, because it is so rare to find a work that understands the nature of evil. The limitations of evil, its narrative uses, the difference between the impartial evils of the universe and the unique flavors invented by human ingenuity. How Echo navigates the darkness it explores with deft and grace is impressive once you see the full list of taboo topics this game juggles. We have:
- Straight sex - Gay sex - Orgies - Rape - Murder - Dismemberment - Torture - Lynching - Homophobic violence - Racism - Suicide - Drowning - Gun violence - Domestic abuse - Child abuse - Minor endangerment - Drug abuse - Claustrophobic nightmare fuel - Arachnaphobic nightmare fuel - Suffocation nightmare fuel - Night terrors and sleep paralysis - Supernatural existential horror

I would not fault anyone for turning away at even one of these subjects; the potential for irresponsible mishandling is so high. Thankfully every heavy scenario is text-based, with no explicit drawings of nudity or violence. Although many, many terrible things happen, Echo is not interested in being misery or torture porn. It is a horror game with purpose.

For the different types of horror in Echo to work, it invests heavily in presenting the realities of its setting and cast. Fear comes both with familiarity of your neighbors and doubt in that same familiarity. Being lost alone on a road at night can be scary, but sometimes recognizing the trailer of the local crack dealer is scarier. Discrimination exists for gay characters, Mormons, immigrants, indiginous peoples, differing levels of wealth and education (and species, too, but not in a way that directly correlates to any of the other prejudices. I like that! Get owned, Zootopia). There’s an awareness of psychology and sociology in the writing more than saying a character “has anxiety” or a certain ancestry, with authentic dramatization given to its characters’ intersectionality.

Echo understands monsters are not made in a vacuum. It understands the lack of economic prospects, the lack of law enforcement, the lack of community that lead people to destructive tendencies. Stupidity, ignorance, curiosity, fear, trauma - these combine to make forms of evil that are real and palpable. The most heinous actions in Echo are committed by people. They’re unaware or uncaring of the trauma they cause to others, compartmentalizing or justifying what they do. The real horror is how, left undetected, without a goal, and without avarice, vices can continue and escalate. Just doing what comes naturally, when unchecked, warps someone’s sense of reality to reach equilibrium with the environment around them, striking the balance of perpetuating evils without attracting attention. Not out of shame or fear, but the base desire to be left well enough alone.

(Please don’t misunderstand, Echo is not so quaint as to say “what if people were the real monsters all along?” We have genuine spooks. I’m too old and dead inside to be scared of ghosts, but for a week after I finished the game, every night after I was in bed and turned off the lights, I saw one of the spooks from this game. My brain associated it with darkness that strongly. So, uh, take that as my spoiler free review of the supernatural horrors this game contains. If I were a teen I would 100% have not finished this game nor slept for a month.)

I also don’t want to misrepresent Echo as being all horror all the time. Echo’s horror works because its characters feel real. They’re funny. They’re lame. They have sex for bad reasons and have instant regret. There are no paragons of virtue. Their relationships suck.

I don’t like these characters. I don’t love these characters. I would not want to be friends with any of them. But I know these characters. I understand them. For some of them, my familiarity borders on contempt or disgust.

But after finishing the game, I miss them. I miss them in the way all good fiction makes you miss watching people make life-defining decisions and fight for lasting change. I miss the constant revelations both mundane and profound. I miss the feeling you are witnessing the most important moments of someone’s life, regardless if it ends in tragedy.

I felt something different after each of the five stories. One sent me into the limbo of wanting to cry. Not as in, I felt close to crying. Far from it. It was that rare feeling where your emotions are intense and inscrutable, and you long for the simplicity of emotional understanding, the catharsis that comes from crying. But what you feel is complex and hidden, making you feel a stranger to yourself. It was only after ruminating on everything from all five stories that I distilled what Echo is about.

Echo grasps at the face of evil because it posits an asymmetry of our imperfect world: that the opposite of evil isn’t goodness, or happiness, but meaning. That moving away from evil looks like becoming a slightly less broken version of ourselves, even if the process makes us sadder. Echo captures that sense of longing and sorrow for thinking about what could have been. Not in a rosy sense, centered around nostalgia, but the pain that comes from recognizing too late how an environment has been suffocating you. Or tasting what it feels like to be properly nurtured after years of ignorance of your own neglect. And the fear that comes from realizing you have outgrown all your comforts, and everyone you ever loved in your life, leaving you stranded and clueless on how to rely on yourself.

The horrors in Echo, while effective, are background to framing the concept that even if everything you see is fake, the emotions you have are real. It doesn’t matter if the danger was imagined. It doesn’t matter if the monsters we fear in the dark are real. The shared experiences with others, and what you learn about each other in times of crisis, what you learn about yourself, is the reality that matters. As such, the endings all felt satisfying even if, on paper, so much was left unexplained. Because knowing what went bump in the night does not matter as much as the friends who came to your aid, the regret you feel over your inactions, or the resolve cultivated within yourself. After a certain threshold of loss and pain, you don’t care about knowing why they happened. You have to deal with the logistics of those wounds, regardless of whether they scar or heal.

I miraculously got all the “good” endings in every route with good and bad endings. Going back to replay some of the choices that lead to “bad” endings solidified for me how the game was enforcing its messages. The choices that tempt you away from the “good” endings are ones that let you cheat yourself, where you seek happiness or convenience over doing what is right. The “good” endings are often still filled with tragedy. But the characters might have truth, self-knowledge, or fewer regrets than if you chose differently.

In my rating system, I reserve 5/5 stars for the pinnacle of the medium. At the time of this review, it is the 13th game I’ve awarded this honor. It is not flawless, but for a game released for free, why even bother saying so. It took me many agonizing days writing this review, and I felt very much like Anton Ego in my internal struggle to admit I could not give this game less than full marks. Which I also internally found very funny since I have like 5 followers and am not the most respected critic in France lmao

For me, Echo is a new type of game, and as said by Anton, it needs defenders and friends. I went in expecting to bounce at some weird gay furry cringe, and instead cringed because it was more human and relatable than most games I’ve played. I had no idea furry-ness had reached such organization in creative endeavors as to create entire games, much less that this is one of among an entire “furry visual novel” sub-genre. (There are hundreds of projects like this one! Who knew?) I’m truly fascinated by the concept of games being funded on patreon over the course of years, released for free after they’re completed. Art completely unbeholden to any form of external review, profit motive, or timetable. Games that are built with and influenced by their supportive community. It’s a model that feels so radical as to be non-functional, yet this single proof of concept is enough to rekindle my imagination for the future of the medium.

I simply cannot get into this game on my own, but this game hands down is responsible for most of my best gaming memories with my friends. You are free to do anything you please, which I feel make my thoughts on this game pretty self explanatory.

Sometimes, a game's importance to gaming history is not proportional to its quality, and that's okay.

Fallout: New Vegas is one of my favourite games of all time and I truly believe - one of the best games ever made. I say this whilst being acutely aware of its very obvious flaws. It's not a nice looking game at all, even for 2010. It's riddled with glitches and bugs that can cause extremely unnecessary deaths or even set you back an hour or so of progress, and the game has about 6 voice actors.

And yet...None of that matters at all in the face of storytelling and core gameplay as good as this. New Vegas's main story is one of the most unique and engaging I've ever experienced in a videogame. A breadcrumb trail of clues alluding to the game's central mystery is laid out to you from the very start and information is slowly dripfed to you with such masterful pacing that you're always satisfied with what you've learnt, but never entirely out of questions. You'll have questions right up until the end of the game, but fear not - they'll all be explained and they'll all make perfect, beautiful sense.

The characters and dialogue in this game are fascinating, and as an adolescent growing up and playing for the first time they genuinely taught me a lot. Mr. House educated me about the concept of autocracy, Caesar makes an earnestly compelling case for dictatorship as the ruling form of government in a post-nuclear war wasteland. I would quite literally rather listen to these characters talk than many of my real life family members! I would pay good money just to have new voice lines for characters such as these added to this game.

That's the thing about New Vegas, it has a culture in its writing that other Fallout games don't. Where games like Fallout 3 and 4 largely tread the same ground talking about survival and patriotism with the occasional interesting little nugget thrown in here and there, New Vegas dives into politics, history, psychology and so many other topics and almost always surfaces with something interesting to say, or even teach. Even the most insignificant of NPCs in this game might just say something that sticks with you for a long time, and while the game never forces you to - it encourages you to talk to everyone with writing of this calibre.

And as far as gameplay is concerned, New Vegas may seem like just an average-at-best shooter on the surface, but as a role-playing game? It nails everything. Think of so many recurring mechanics throughout the Fallout games and by extension - most Western RPGs, I promise you, Fallout: New Vegas quietly has some of the absolute best iterations of any of them. New Vegas ditches Fallout 3's awful % based skill checks and "good/bad" karma system for far more clean-cut "do you have this stat at this number" skill checks and a "reputation" system with each of the game's many fascinating factions that makes you far less limited in your role-playing than "am I a bad guy or am I a good guy?"

Because of this far more nuanced way of handling morality, you can role-play as - get this, a complex character with complex motivations! New Vegas gives you so many tools to be so many different kinds of character - you'd be surprised at how much the game is willing to let you commit to being a cannibal! Maybe you're a fucking idiot? New Vegas has got you covered! By giving you exceptionally stupid dialogue options specifically for when you catastrophically fail an Intelligence check, New Vegas not only lets you lean into role-playing, but it also makes failure fun! Something else that Fallout 3 and 4 practically never achieve.

On top of all of this New Vegas is a great open-world game. None of this half-hour intro nonsense that Bethesda RPGs put you through. Within 10 minutes of starting a new file you can have been given the setup, built your character and BAM, you're out in the world ready to do what you want. Pursue the main quest if you wish, but the world isn't at stake! It's not engineered to feel super urgent like so many other open-world games of its kind and so you can feel very valid to just be having fun out in the badlands. One of New Vegas's most important locations is a tall, glowing tower, shining a light that can be seen from almost anywhere in the game world and - particularly when you're out in the desert at night, beckons to you like a siren calling for a sailor. When playing this game, this and so many of the game's other monolithic landmarks filled me with a sense of wonder that I wouldn't feel for another 7 years, when Breath of the Wild came out.

Fallout: New Vegas was developed over the course of 18 months. This explains the repeating character models, often unsightly textures and litany of bugs. It doesn't explain how it's such a fucking masterpiece. Obsidian made this one Fallout game in 18 months and it absolutely blows anything Bethesda have ever done out of the water. New Vegas is funny, dramatic, tragic and insightful. I'm sorry, but if you truly think 3 or 4 are superior experiences to this, I have to seriously question your taste. After over 10 years of playing this game for the first time, nothing has yet topped it for me.

If you've never played it before, you owe it to yourself to do so. Let yourself experience it all for the first time spoiler-free. Just, do yourself a favour and pick "Wild Wasteland" as one of your starting perks. You'll thank me later.

The art style is so good, and the soundtrack is aces. As an emotionally-stunted college dropout from the Midwest and Pacific Northwest, the story and characters were so relatable for me. I must've cried at least a few times throughout my first playthrough.

I don't know how much more I can ramble about this, but coming here to review it has certainly inspired me to bump it up on my "to replay" mental checklist. Deeply love this game.

A really good story with really good visuals. Please watch or play this game for yourself.