The days on which you spammed my cry button

The most sincere reaction my body can give your art are tears.
Your art calls my ugly crying face gorgous.
It makes me feel things I want more of.
I am not crying alone anymore, I've got your shoulder.
You never make me,
I was already just looking for a reason.
A better one.

All just sentimental bullshit to an apathetic heart,
whose owner I couldn't be less envy of.

Maybe I like sad art because it's the easiest emotion I can feel,
no,
the emotion I can feel most easily.
Most naturally.
More naturally than happiness or fun.
A bitter fun.

Now I can lay down the mask to wear the ocean pearls proudly on my cheeks.
The days on which you spammed my cry button set me free.