anyone have a several hundred dollars i can borrow to buy the controller for this game

i have trouble forcing my brain past the mental hurdle of "no, do it all perfectly the first time!" to fully appreciate the hitman series as a thing i can play unfortunately, but one day...

i played this as a kid and for some reason was really sad i couldn't play as Ebirah?

sometimes a game gives me a migraine to look at it for some reason, idk, something about the color palette or art direction just physically makes it bad for my eyes for some reason thats completely unrelated to its actual quality

rain world is unfortunately one of those games? seemed neat tho

gave it a revisit a year or two ago, hadn't played it since high school. didn't especially hold up for me, no game should have to bear the burden of "being made on a bethesda engine"